urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:britney_spastic just let me breathe britney_spastic 2009-05-19T19:14:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:britney_spastic:924 2009-05-19T19:14:25Z 2009-05-19T19:14:25Z i guess i deserve things because i have a bad attitude or maybe i just fall into them without realizing it. i don't know. i should kill myself or something. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:britney_spastic:630 2006-11-09T01:10:50Z 2006-11-09T01:16:39Z <p align="justify"><img src="http://pictures.greatestjournal.com/userimg/6658232/1624976" align="right"> <b>omg</b>, you have to click on here to go to this site. these dollies are soooo cute. it totally uplifted my day to see this site. now i'm halfway smiling with a pounding headache. &lt;3 www.cute-spot.com urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:britney_spastic:339 2006-11-09T00:07:40Z 2006-11-09T00:07:40Z <p align="justify">well, today hasn`t been the best day i suppose. i`m pretty much tired of my job and i haven`t even been on it three months. it`s tiring -- all these trucks keep coming in and all. i have this massie headache that won`t go away. i want chili cheese dogs with onion on them and some lays potato chips for dinner but i have to wait until 10pm to get off work, go to wal*mart and get the items to make said food of choice and then go home and eat. then tomorrow i get to wake up at 10am and do everything all over again. i wish they would transfer me to the court house which is like 4 minutes from my house. everything would be much easier than instead i have to commute almost twenty minutes one way to my job and then twenty miles back. i have a v8 under my hood so it takes a lot of gas at the end of two weeks -- because that`s the payday. ontop of that the water pump is out so we have to disasemble that on friday -- my only day off -- along with do 900 other things in a 12 hour period because i do need to get some sleep before my 16 hour shift on saturday. ontop of that i have a six month old that i do not get to see all that much right now because i am working overtime for this dude who`s mother is dying and the company i work for doesn`t even know when he is coming back much less if he's coming back. lord save me now i may die before i`m twenty three.